Sunday, July 06, 2014

The clingy sister

32 weeks.

Baby is moving ever so actively as I am writing this. He does seem to have a schedule of wake and sleep of his own, so whenever he is asleep I always find myself calling him just to be sure. He may even think that I am annoying him already LOL.

"I am fine mommy, just trying to get some sleep over here, mmkay?"


The sister, on the other hand, has been super clingy.

Wow, all she ever wants is me these days, not even her Abah.

I want to do this with Mommy, I want Mommy there, I want Mommy here.

As much as it is flattering, most of the time, it is tiring. Especially when it is the end of the day, when my batteries are pretty much exhausted. Sometimes all I wanted was to lie in bed and stretch, and Bella to be taken care by someone else for a moment.

I think it is very much one of the symptoms of getting a sibling. People say she will be more independent once the baby arrives, some says otherwise. Well, I honestly don't know whether when the time really comes, it would be my turn who wants to cling onto her.

I know that I should give her the most attention as much as I can - while I still can.  I am all for that, but like I said, sometimes things shifts a little.

I try to involve her with the pregnancy as much as I can too, so far, she understands very well that I have adik Baby in my tummy. She does call him once in a while, and did the sweetest thing like stroking my tummy or asking me to tell adik that she is going to bed already. Not to mention making clear remarks of how big I am right now. Haha.

Can't wait to see both of them together (although I do not need a reminder of what will happen when rivalry takes over, LOL).

Saturday, June 07, 2014

When worries come in a package.

I walked into the GP's room and answered him when he asked me what is wrong.

"I have a long story to tell".

It cracked him up, and I laughed too, albeit being so uncomfortable with a cramping stomach since morning.

I told him my story from a few days earlier.

It started with a headache, one that I usually got even before I was pregnant - this throbbing ache on the crown of my head that sometimes radiates to the back of my eyes. The only thing that usually stopped it is either Panadol or a long sleep in a dark, cool room.

After contemplating for quite a while, I decided to just pop some Panadol. I could not stand the nuisance.

So the next day I went to my OB with no more pain from the headache. Alhamdulillah the checkup went well, baby is growing healthily and he is now 1.1 kg. He scored perfectly on the average growth chart, and Dr Idora was content with my progress.

I took the whole day off, and so we headed to KLCC for some window shopping (hubby and I). It has been a while since we had a decent date night/day, I really missed having him only to myself.

There was a lot of waiting, sitting and walking on that day. At the end of the day, my body started to ache all over. It kind of felt like I was catching fever, but there was no temperature. I noticed that my head still ached, especially when I prostrate during prayers and when I coughed or sneezed.

So I was quite in a miserable, tired state and I think my Braxton Hicks came quite often.


I woke up the next morning, still with some mild headache. It has improved, but it was still there. My body was still aching, so I decided to take MC and rest. Maybe all I needed was a nice pampering, so after sending Bella and hubby to work, I headed to Baliayu Spa in Paradigm Mall for a prenatal massage (I am a sucker for spas, it made me feel better for a while).

The rest of the day, well, I was still tired and achy. The massage did help a bit and made me relax, but it did not eliminate my body aches.

Friday, I woke up feeling better. Alhamdulillah. The body aches was almost all gone, and the headache has subsided. I went to work as usual, but that morning my stomach decided that it had too much gas (its not like I skipped breakfast or anything, or maybe because the first thing that went into my tummy that morning was a durian creampuff!)

So there I was, suffering from another episode of gastric. My stomach cramped, but it was so hard for me to tell which part of my abdomen was cramping - my stomach or my uterus. It was so confusing and the cramps just would not go away, unlike Braxton Hicks that usually goes away if I emptied my bladder or changed positions.

I came back from lunch and found out that I had some bleeding in my nose. Great, another addition to an already confusing situation.

Freaked. Me. Out.

I really did not know what to do anymore. So after asking for opinions from hubby and some friends, I thought what the heck, maybe I should just drop by a GP to check my blood pressure and whatnots, just to make sure.

The GP did not look worried. After telling him the whole story he also suspects that it was just gas. After all I did not have any fever or vomiting. He checked my BP and it was excellent too. So he gave me some antacid and painkillers and advised me to rest. The nosebleed? Well it was just at the walls of nose (the blood capillaries) not from the inside of my head or something.

I went home early. Fetched Bella from school, rested and watched TV but the cramping was still there but it was slowly fading away. My appetite was coming back slowly too.

I slept soundly through the night and this morning I woke up feeling a lot better.


I hope that this episode is over. You know, sometimes, things just happens in a package, especially when you are in a situation where it is important that every incident counts, like being pregnant at 28 weeks!

It freaked me out, really. It's like I am this paranoid woman but I don't care.

I guess such worry is normal right? I mean, eventhough I have been pregnant before, I do have a number of "what is this???" moment.

It's so true that every pregnancy is different. It comes with different experiences, therefore I think that no matter what it always pays to :

1) Equip myself with as much knowledge about pregnancy as possible
2) Listen to my body

Now that my appetite and energy is back, I am soo cooking for lunch today. Maybe some chicken soup to soothe my soul. Heheh.

Friday, May 16, 2014

Do you have a dirty little secret?

Lately I have been crazy about scents.

And when I say crazy, I mean it in a good and a bad way.

Some scents or smells just makes me want to puke and set my mood off – for example, the lingering smell of smoke on my clothes after dining in a poorly ventilated eatery. It just drives me insane!

On the other hand, I find myself enjoying the smell of roses and lavender, and any other soothing fragrances that comes from the home and body products.

The last time I passed through the airport shop, I bought myself a full set of roses body wash, body lotion and body spray, just because I love smelling nice. Every time I go for window shopping, I find myself browsing through those lovely fragrances at the home and body shops (and fighting very hard not to spend my money on them again!).

Just about time, Method has come out with a new, 2014 limited edition hand wash. You probably know that I use Method products at home, mostly because it gives me the comfort of using something more organic and with less chemicals.

So, when they contacted me to do a review of the new hand wash, I immediately said yes!

So here it is – Plumeria – the brand new limited edition fragrance that honestly, reminds me of my favorite perfume from Tods, one that I got as a wedding gift from my husband.It has this tropical and sexy kind of smell, one that does not sting the nose and lingers for a while.

I also love the lovely purple colour and its patterns (Method seems to have very creative designers for their packaging, which adds value to their line, methinks).

The texture of the liquid is very soft and most importantly it does not leave my hands feeling dry after using it. Bella also seems to love the smell, and yup, I have no qualms letting Bella use it because as usual, all Method products are naturally derived from plants.

Want one for yourself? No worries, Plumeria can be found at these places by mid-May, so try your best to get it before it finishes ok?

Village Grocer Bangsar
Village Village Grocer Mont Kiara
B.I.G. Publika
Online at

This limited edition is range is produced only once, so when it is finished, it’s finished!

And here is another thing, especially to those of you who loves to join contests. First, make sure that you have liked Method Malaysia’s Facebook page over here:

1. Now is the time for you to share your dirty little secret … do you lick your hands instead of washing them? Do you clean them on your jeans? Do you wash your hair with hand soap when shampoo runs out? I dare you to share!
2. Post a photo or make a comment using the hashtag #dirtylittlesecret so it’s easy for Method to find you. Share as many secrets as you want … it feels good to let it all out!
3. Don’t forget to like the contest post on Method Malaysia’s FB page too!

4. Three (3) of the most creative, quirky or elaborate photos/comments will win two (2) bottles of plumeria limited edition hand wash each.

5. This contest is open from:
16 May to 22 May 2014 (midnight)

6. The winners will be notified via FB so stay tuned to their FB page ok?

All the best! Now let me think if I have any dirty little secret to share..hmm…

Thursday, May 01, 2014

23 weeks : Childbirth Education Class

It's May.

April has been a breeze, just like any other month, but this year particularly, there were too much things happening in it and helped it fly by a wee bit faster.

As usual April is our month. Hubby's birthday, my birthday, our anniversary. So much love. But alas this year we did not celebrate it properly, heck, I even forgot that it was our anniversary. But it does not mean that we did not appreciate it, of course.

A sweet surprise birthday cupcakes from my colleague

Us :)

Kakak Bella :)

Our love grew only stronger, what's more with a new person coming into the family :) Hubby bought me a Macbook Air (yeay) which we both agreed is the lumpsum present for me. Hahah. Kan Bi? 

Earlier in April I was involved with an event planning for my company, a full fledged VVIP event with the PM officiating it. I tell you, it was darn exhausting. But fun, that's for sure. I have learned a lot of things helping my colleagues to manage it, but now I am not sure whether it is something that I want to do full time. LOL. I think I'd pass. My admiration goes to the people who do it everyday, I guess it takes a lot of stamina and perseverance to work in event management.

Well that was work.

On a more exciting note, i am now at 23 weeks of pregnancy. Yikes, another week and I am a complete 6-month. Everyone could not believe that but it is true.

Like I said, this time around I am preparing myself for a natural, better birth experience, so, finally (after having quite some tough time convincing my husband to join) we both attended a childbirth education class by AMANI.

Was it worth it?

Totally. I'd advocate a childbirth class to all mothers out there, it was such an eye-opener and helps you understand how a woman's body is perfectly designed to give birth to a baby. It makes you embrace your own strength, and trust your body instead of fearing birth itself. After all, it is a natural process.

Besides that, AMANI course taught us how to manage ourselves during the birthing process, giving insights on what the husband could do for the mother. Teamwork, definitely. Also some birth positions, and some alternatives that we can use to manage the "sensations" of labour instead of blindly resorting to drugs.

It also equipped us with information necessary to help us evaluate any actions that we decide to take with regards to the birth. I personally think that it should help me work better with my obgyn - especially when she is also willing to work with me to achieve my birthing goal. Insya Allah.

So childbirthing class, check.

Antenatal classes like the ones offered in hospitals? Nah..after attending one I strongly recommend that you invest your time and money in a childbirthing class instead. Seriously ;)

My shopping mojo for the baby has also came heheh. I am considering cloth diapers but I have not decided yet. Should I or should I not? Meanwhile, I'll just grab some clothes first. Who can resist those cute little blue outfits (did I tell you that we are very likely expecting a boy?) Hehe.

Till then.

Sunday, March 30, 2014

19 weeks, and still praying for #MH370

22 days since we lost #MH370.

The past few weeks and until today has been emotional, generally to Malaysians and particularly to the people affected directly by the lost - friends and families.

I could not imagine putting myself in their shoes, even until today there is a certain degree of uncertainty and loose ends, which will not go away until anything solid has been found.

Like the rest of us, I have been following the story very closely. I could not help but let myself drown in the emotions, there was even a time when my tears flow so easily every time I hear the news.

It's unhealthy for my pregnancy but  anyway I guess we all feel the same way too. #MH370 hit very close to home, it's an airline that we are proud of, with our fellow countrymen and women in it.

I am not going to rant about how I am so disgusted with the outside world, trying to poke us with their scandalous and ridiculous accusations. Whatever it is, as a true Malaysian we should not let this happen to us and it is time to defend our nation in any way we can.

I mean, yes, internally we do have some complaints and towards each other especially related to politics and economy, but lets put that aside for the time being and be supportive instead.

It's really the time for us to hold hands now, to continue praying for #MH370, for Malaysia and the SAR mission to finally achieve what they are set for.


19 weeks.

On another note, I am close to completing 5 months of pregnancy.

My tummy however, does not seem to show it very well. I constantly get comments that its small for 19 weeks. I am also puzzled, but because I think it is BIG.

Maybe it is because I still manage to hide it under my normal clothes, its not like I have not grown in size, but I guess most of my normal clothes are loose and spacey ones.

Oh well, I am not complaining. I am happy that so far I am able to not let such comments put me down. Like, whatever :)

My aches has come earlier though. Familiar aches on my pubic bone and lower back emerged since a few weeks back, Dr Idora told me it is normal for them to come by earlier. Sigh.

Other than that and getting tired so easily, I think I am so far well off, Alhamdulillah.

Tomorrow is my next check-up. High chances that the doc will be able to tell the gender. I am all for knowing - I mean, come on already, Mommy needs to decide what colour to buy now. Haha.

Speaking of which, I have not really made any list for shopping yet (is it time now? But what should I buy? We have everything already!)

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